Tuesday, March 30, 2010

The continuation: Today I went to the writing...

The continuation: Today I went to the writing class as well. Over the long lunch break I planned my adult lessons for tonight. I'm going to make a routine of it. The 写 teacher is good. She speaks little English in the classroom, so it makes it a good listening and speaking class as well. She has an interesting sly look she gives, a little toward the corners of her eyes with her face pointed a little to the side. In fact, she is on the 34 bus right now. Several of the teachers seem to ride it. The 读写 teacher also does. I feel extremely mature lately, with a full time job I'm getting rather confident in as well as studying as much as a student. I'm one of the oldest students in my Chinese classes, the rest seem rather less mature, and I can see myself and people I knew years ago in them. Also, the mature feeling comes from planning for marriage; for the first time ever I have a five-year plan: teach in a public school starting next semester until 王楠 (Wáng Nán) graduates, then marry and go with her to California for more education, probably in ESL. It's a good feeling; I never feel like I'm wasting my life.

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  1. The feeling of life not being a waste; is such a relief. I'm in that mode too, with some of the deicisions I've made over the past few months.

    I'm impressed you have a five year plan! while I realize planning ahead is never a guarantee for happiness, it seems to help me feel more content in the present. Knowing that you're working toward something, and making little decisions, everyday, to keep that goal in mind.

    Glad you're updating more frequently :)

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